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Chapter 10

A year passed.

One whole year.

I turned ten.

We had a small party.

Just family.

Evelyn.

William.

Margaret—who was still learning how not to be awful.

Julian—who had decided he was going to be my manager and teach me “how to be a billionaire without being a jerk about it.”

Robert and James and all the staff.

We had cake.

We sang happy birthday.

I blew out the candles.

I didn’t make a wish.

Because the only thing I wanted, I could never have.

But I was learning.

Learning to live with the hole in my heart.

Learning that happiness and sadness could live in the same place.

Learning that family wasn’t just blood.

It was the people who showed up.

Who stayed.

Who fought for you.

After the party, Evelyn took me to the garden.

To the big oak tree at the end of the lawn.

Underneath it was a stone bench.

And on the back of the bench, carved in letters:

Sarah Jane Whitmore. Beloved daughter. Beloved mother. Forever with us.

“I had it made last week,” Evelyn said. “I come here every morning. To talk to her.”

She sat down.

I sat beside her.

The necklace was around my neck.

I touched it.

“Grandma?” I said.

“Yes, baby?”

“Mom knew, didn’t she? That she wasn’t going to make it. That night at the Waldorf. She sent me in to find you because she knew they were going to get her.”

Evelyn was quiet for a long time.

Then she nodded.

“The doctors said… she had internal injuries when she arrived at Bellevue. Injuries that happened before the gala. She knew. She knew she was dying. So she did the only thing a mother could do. She made sure you were safe. She gave you to me.”

Tears ran down my face.

“She saved me,” I whispered.

“She saved both of us,” Evelyn said. She put her arm around me. “I was dead inside for twenty years, Luna. Just existing. Then you walked into that ballroom. And you brought me back to life.”

We sat there together.

Watching the sun go down over the Hudson.

“I have something for you,” Evelyn said. She pulled an envelope from her pocket. “Your mom wrote this. The day before the gala. She gave it to the lawyer. Told him to give it to you on your tenth birthday.”

My hands were shaking as I took it.

My name was on the front.

In Mom’s handwriting.

I opened it.

My dearest Luna,

If you’re reading this, I’m gone. And I’m so, so sorry. I wanted to be there. To watch you grow up. To see the woman you become. But God had other plans.

I need you to know something. None of this was your fault. Not the running. Not the hunger. Not what happened to me. I made my choices a long time ago. And the only good thing that ever came from any of it was you. You are the best part of me. The only part that matters.

You’re going to have so much now. Money. Houses. Power. People will tell you what to do. Who to be. What to want. But promise me one thing. Promise me you’ll stay you. The brave, kind, stubborn little girl who walked into that gala all alone to save her mother. Never let anyone take that from you.

Love your family. Even when they’re difficult. Especially when they’re difficult. Because at the end of the day, they’re all you have.

And the necklace? Wear it. Not because of the money. Not because of the claim. But because it’s mine. And now it’s yours. And every time you touch it, I want you to remember. I am with you. Always. In every sunrise. In every laugh. In every moment of joy. I am there.

I love you more than words can say, my Luna. More than the stars. More than the moon. More than life itself.

Be brave.

Be kind.

Be happy.

Forever yours,

Mom

I cried.

Evelyn cried.

We held each other under that tree as the stars came out.

And for the first time since Mom died, I felt her.

Close.

Like she was sitting right there with us.

Smiling.

I touched the necklace.

The blue ruby was warm now.

Not cold.

Like it was alive.

Like Mom was alive in it.

We walked back to the house as it got dark.

Lights glowed in every window.

I could hear Julian laughing at something stupid.

William and Margaret talking in the library.

The staff cleaning up from the party.

Home.

It wasn’t perfect.

It would never be perfect.

But it was mine.

All of it.

The good.

The bad.

The pain and the joy.

And as I walked through the front door of Whitmore Hall, I knew.

Whatever came next.

Whatever battles we had to fight.

Whatever life threw at us.

We would face it together.

As a family.

Because that’s what we were.

Finally.

May you like

Always.

The end.

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