Chapter 5
The next three days were the longest of my life.
I was allowed two supervised visits a day, one hour each, at the CPS office.
Carol was always there, sitting in the corner, watching every move I made.
Emma was quiet during the visits.
She wouldn’t talk about what was happening at Carol’s house.
She’d just sit in my lap, playing with the hem of my shirt, her eyes darting to Carol every few seconds.
Lucas was fussy.
He had dark circles under his eyes, like he wasn’t sleeping.
He clung to me the whole visit, screaming when I had to hand him back to Carol.
At the end of the third visit, Emma slipped a crumpled piece of paper into my hand as I hugged her goodbye.
I didn’t look at it until I got to the car.
It was written in her messy seven-year-old handwriting.
She gives us yucky medicine to make us sleep. Lucas cries all night but she doesn’t come. She says if I tell you, she’ll send Lucas far away and I’ll never see him again. I’m scared, Mommy. Please come get us.
I showed the note to Mr. Henderson the next morning.
He called the CPS caseworker immediately.
They did a surprise visit to Carol’s house that afternoon.
They found a bottle of prescription sleep medication in the medicine cabinet—Ambien, a powerful sedative not approved for children under twelve.
Carol said it was hers, that she took it for insomnia.
She said Emma must have seen it and made up the story.
There was no proof she’d given it to the kids.
No pill bottles with their names on them.
No witnesses.
CPS closed the investigation.
“Without hard evidence, we can’t do anything,” the caseworker told me. “Mrs. Carter has a clean record. The judge trusts her. We’re sorry.”
That night, Mia stayed up until three a.m. scrolling through social media.
She was looking for anything—any post, any photo, any comment that could help us.
Then she yelled.
“Clara! Come look at this!”
She held up her phone.
It was Lila’s Instagram page.
A photo posted two weeks before the fight.
Ryan and Lila at a beach resort in Mexico, drinking margaritas, their arms around each other.
The caption read: 7 more days until we’re free. Soon we’ll be a real family, with our two perfect kids and all the money we’ll ever need. No more stress. No more her.
Mia clicked on Lila’s profile.
There were dozens of photos.
Ryan and Lila at dinner.
Ryan and Lila at a concert.
Ryan holding Lucas, with Lila standing next to him, captioned My boys.
“Son of a bitch,” Mia said. “He was with her the whole time he was telling you he was working late.”
We sent all the screenshots to Mr. Henderson.
He filed a motion the next day to subpoena Ryan’s phone records, his credit card statements, his email.
The judge granted it.
Two days later, we had the records.
They were worse than we imagined.
Ryan had spent over twenty thousand dollars on Lila in the past six months—jewelry, trips, clothes, a new car.
He’d been stealing the money from the kids’ trust fund.
He’d forged my signature on withdrawal slips, siphoning money out a little at a time, so I wouldn’t notice.
He’d also emailed Carol a detailed plan, dated four months earlier.
Step 1: Make Clara look unstable. Start fights, record her reactions, get neighbors to witness her “anger.”
Step 2: Plant evidence of drug use and child neglect in the house.
Step 3: Stage an incident where Clara hits Ryan, while Emma records.
Step 4: File for emergency custody, use the recordings and witness statements to win.
Step 5: Replace Clara as trustee of the trust fund.
Step 6: Divorce Clara, marry Lila, live happily ever after with the money and the kids.
“This is it,” Mr. Henderson said. “This is the smoking gun. With this, we can get the kids back. We can put Ryan and Carol in jail.”
The custody hearing was the next day.
We were ready.
We had the videos.
The texts.
The emails.
The financial records.
The doctor’s reports.
We were going to win.
I was going to get my babies back.
Then my phone rang.
It was the CPS caseworker.
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Her voice was panicked.
“Clara,” she said. “Emma is gone. She ran away from Carol’s house an hour ago. We don’t know where she is.”
