Chapter 19 - THE NIGHT I SAW HIMThe evening I called police was supposed to be a twenty-minute “full completion” session.

Mark’s notes showed:
Goal: full bath + rinse without escape.
He gave Sophie a measured but medically inappropriate amount of diphenhydramine.
Then set the timer.
She refused the cup at first.
That was what I saw.
He had already given part earlier.
The paper cup contained the remainder diluted with water.
When he said:
“We’re nearly finished,”
he meant the timed exposure sequence.
Not some darker hidden act.
I should have felt relieved.
Part of me did.
Then I realized how distorted relief can become.
My child had not been sexually abused.
Thank God.
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She had still been secretly medicated and restrained during a fear-conditioning routine by her father.
One danger being absent does not make the existing one acceptable.